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I'm Not Done Losing Yet (EP)

by Platoonia

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1.
I grew up with you on my mind no matter who was by my side Enemies to almost lovers best friends to brothers It's you who knew me best why don't we give it a rest? Just keep running, running pretend it's to grow You're just running, running I promise he knows I'm a loser, you're on fire I'm a lover, and a liar You've been telling me for years I've been yelling back, my dear You're a winning bet, I'm not done losing yet You're a winning bet, I'm not done losing yet You're a winning bet, I'm not done losing yet You're a winning bet, I'm not done losing yet Don't stop running, running (running, running) Don't fall slow Wake up running, running Or you'll be stuck in snow I'm not scared, I'm not scared Please don't stare, fuck I'm scared Just keep running, running (running, running) pretend it's to grow You're just running, running I promise he knows Don't stop running, running (running, running) Don't fall slow Wake up running, running Or you'll be stuck in snow He knows... don't fall slow... pretend it's to grow... he knows.. you're stuck in snow... you're stuck in snow
2.
There's a monster deep under water where you swim at the twilight There's the fade of the orange sun as it sets the shadows to the night The kings of the underworld they specialize in teeth and eyes and don't try to keep track of all their limbs and the chorus of, the chorus of cries They were meant to lay you down set your shoulders one by one on the ground They were meant to tell you how you were almost dead 'cause you're drowning, you're drowning now Staring straight on through your screams like you wish they would, like they do in dreams It's only then that you will see what you wanted and the weight of what that means what that means, what it means They will build a fort for you like the fort you built yourself In your dreams behind your eyes at the bottom of your well 'Til you're trapped just where you wanted 'til you're trapped just where you fell So take caution now, or you're stuck there in the nautilus shell They were meant to lay you down set your shoulders one by one on the ground They were meant to tell you how you were almost dead 'cause you're drowning, you're drowning now Staring straight on through your screams like you wish they would, like they do in dreams It's only then that you will see what you wanted and the weight of what that means what that means, what it means There's a monster, deep under water There's a monster and it's coming for you There's a monster, under where you sleep It comes for you and it's coming for me
3.
Freshman year he sent me a drunk text Four years later I did the same Showed up at his place with my uke He called me by my full name And then he laid down on the floor and kissed me And then we spoke of years ago on First Street We bought lights and painted a mural Missed every turn, didn't care at all I swooned when he made me oatmeal He took a picture, you're both so tall And then he laid down on the floor and kissed me And then we smelled like Oberon and Coffee And then he caught that crawfish and she screamed And then we got drunk back in Menominee Drove to Milwaukee with your funny friend He waited at the train station to bring mine home I promised back on my couch I didn't lie But that night I slept alone And now she dreams of his ex-girlfriend's baby And now he sleeps by his grandpa's TV And now she sings that old song you wrote me And now he Tweets about his almost OD
4.
Speed through, held out in strife feel reckless for once in your life screaming, trying to prevent Gaze to the stars, cold summer night watch the moon grow impossibly bright not really knowing what was meant Our bodies are nothing, made out of nothing But all of us together it makes us something Nothing comes from nothing, it shouldn't Makes me believe when I thought that I couldn't Speak words, no sympathy they strike and make a change in me the tall grass cuts our bodies And there's nothing more we need to say in cold on the ground we'll silently lay Empires of youth hide in the trees Our bodies are nothing, made out of nothing But all of us together it makes us something Nothing comes from nothing, it shouldn't Makes me believe when I thought that I couldn't With only the moon and trees It's like I feel more me
5.
Sorry Lady 03:16
Sorry lady, I'm an idiot I'm high again I told my mom I'd get it right but I've been forgetting all my life Sometimes I just might think that I'm insane but if I'm happy, does it matter anyways? Sometimes I just might think that I'm insane but if I'm happy, does it matter anyways Sorry baby, I'm an idiot you're gone again You told me twice we had it right but I've been forgetting all my life Sometimes I just might think that I'm to blame but if you're happy, does it matter anyways? Sometimes I just might think that I'm to blame but if you're happy, does it matter anyways Sometimes I just might think that I'm insane but if I'm happy, does it matter anyways? Sometimes I just might think that I'm insane but if I'm happy, does it matter anyways
6.
In the bright sunlight I feel just fine fall into the night you run my mind as the hourglass slowly passes time Faces, words in my waking dreams things you said, unkind and mean while your best red dress ripping at the seams Every morning as the sun also rises, it truly surprises me Every morning as the sun also rises, I don't understand Trapped by shadows in this hotel room heart heavy, growing sense of doom while your bitter eyes sharp and cruel So, love, I will try to drink you away through my fleeting, passing days that lead to a dark and endless maze Every morning as the sun also rises, it truly surprises me Every morning as the sun also rises, I don't understand

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Platoonia's debut release

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released March 31, 2018

Songs written by: Em Hitch-Bradley, Margaret Hitch
Performed by: Em Hitch-Bradley (vocals, bass guitar); Jenna De Lisle (vocals, rhythm guitar); Matt Langlais (drums); Hannah Rundman-Lowney (lead guitar)
Produced by: Matt Langlais, Em Hitch-Bradley, Trent Brewer
Album art "Trash Queen" by: Margaret Hitch

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